February 2011
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January 2011
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About to feed myself some more pain..
Tattoo time =[
Urgh but my hands wont stop shaking and I havent even put on the stencil yet.
100 FOLLOWERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
…<3
..If I had a Gun..
All I’m saying is ”WOW”..
I love you..
..and I miss you too.. That’s all.
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FUCK YOU!
..thats all
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This tattoo..
I’m about to tat myself for practise again and for some reason I’ve chosen this design that isnt really small.. I shouldnt actually do it.. BUT what have I actually got to lose? If it goes wrong, I’ll learn from the mistake.
ADRENALINE, EXCITMENT AND FEAR!
Wish me luck =/
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I opened my eyes
I realised I’ve become this horrible, dark, consumed, self destructive person.. Which I very much dislike.. It’s not who I want to be and it’s stopping me from growing and being happy. I’m so sorry for the friends Ive hurt with my pain.. I’m sorry the being selfish in the worst possible way.. I want to like myself again and hopefully become something to be proud of. I...
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''I often think that the night is more alive and...
I hardly sleep at night, I just try to keep my heart beating so that another day or night can bless me with something beautiful to lay my teary eyes on. I now preffer the night sky too.. reading in the moonlight, painting in the dark.. I started alone so I shall very well finish alone - with my night.
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I dont even know where my head is.
..so damaged.
“Maybe if my heart stop beating it wont hurt this much and Never will I have to...”
– PARAMORE [Never let this go]
Phone charger is broken and I have no credit...
..Which means sad times.
How do I make it through the rest of the week?..
Oh yeah.. Sleepin pills, painkillers and Cartoons.
Sanity was never an option.
When circumstance and dispute evolve from nightmares into facts of existance - I scream out asking why cant I be free!? The lack of wholeness, The broken thread that bound us.. My mind I can no longer trust! Haunted I am by the fears of angst and reminiscence of past chapters. Questioning is this all fantasy? Is this constant affliction I’m suffering all a dark twisted dream? Sadly no.....
“I just get the feeling I dont belong anymore.”
I NEED SOMEONE TO SAVE ME NEXT SATURDAY..
Or I’m going to blow my brains out! :(
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owariwakonai asked: I just found out about it a couple hours ago! D:
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I've Lost it all!
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“I wish they would only take me as I am.”
– Vincent Van Gogh
The fantasy that is your purple sky shall forever linger in my mind. I’d take the storm and hold it in both hands to be the only one that truly understands. Conflictions of the mind and heart proceed beyond our strength the longingness will bleed. Although our beings want to make right of what was wrong I’ll remain empty and broken with nowhere to belong. We both lost and wanted to...